We are not one

I jumped from my shoes to your shoes,

I tried to understand you, I tried so hard

to understand all of you

I left my shoes, with bruises and cuts just to understand you.

I'm hurting

I left my soul

I can't see myself anymore 

I have grew like this distorted with all of you polluting me in and out.

Yet, no one said I'm on their side

no one appreciate my effort.

no one said I understand them

I was told I defended the other instead of you.

What else do you want me to?

One by one, all of you are going away

who do I have left when all I have is you

What are we if we are not together

if we are not one like how we were

Where are all the moments I cherished?

where had they gone

Where are you all?

I was told to crush my hopes

why can't I?

Have I not tried hard enough

What else am I capable with?

What else can I do to fix us?

Please

I beg

Should I follow the leaves and leave the trees?

should I just stay loyal to the tree?

I crushed my pride

my ego.

what else do I have?

I have nothing

I have nothing

I lost all of you

All

We are not one

I don't think we can anymore

although my heart whisper faintly to me that there is still hope

Why can't I just let it go

and be free?