Welcoming Darkness

In the midst of laughter

I know there is darkness

sadness that is welcoming me

deep down inside.

In my thoughts, 

darkness is haunting me

pulling me to the fantasy world once again

Smile is just a mask painted on my face

Sincerity is fading day by day

Patience is decreasing day by day

help me

stitch the ripped part of my heart

sew it with a new materials

with bright colours

Fed up is waving at the other end

I am giving warning

indirectly

Do not push me please to the other end

You won't want to see my devilish side

You won't want to see me without heart

You will regret

once it is cut, It will never heal

You'll leave me traumatized

and I will leave you haunted

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 I am just spilling my thoughts