Forgive me

Forgive me, friends

for going all mad to you

bear with me with my emotional phase

tolerate me like how I am struggling to tolerate you

No, it is not easy for both parties

I liked to think you're trying too

but, once again

forgive me for having negative thoughts

Could it be one sided?

Am I the only one changing for the best

My heart aches everyday

and yes I am being literal

There is not a day where I do not hiss

due to the pain

whether it is from you or from others

Forgive me for my patience level for you

has decreased dramatically,

once again, I am struggling so hard that I'm hurting

All I am asking is for you to tolerate me

not treat me like I'm a disposable

I'm begging

I always do.

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If you are irritated by every rub, how can you be polished?

-Rumi-